"it's happening"that's what Cat said...when i asked she said it's punishment."It'll continue."and she's right.She said it's in the bible.when i asked who gave the punishment,she said"the devil".yeah...it's one of those blame-it-on-the-devil-and-your-explaining-will-be-easier-and-jc-will-look-innocent thing.But when she said that it made me think the devil as they call it is god's alter ego.He helps with the luring and punishment while jc watches in heaven and decides who goes in and who stays out of heaven.
I can quarrel with everyone talking about such shit.But somehow things just appear in my face...I'll find out about something..maybe i'll need to take a walk in dan brown's shoes...

And then..dark and light is always one........

Finally it's Jan but i haven't even added a story about december..guess i'll do it now..

It's been hard on you...that's what December said as he drew his lips away from November's,hand by his face.As a keeper of this strange asylum,December spent most of his life tending to his residents.He wanted to give them a piece of warmth and comfort that have been stripped off of these humans..He opened this asylum in search of something..of love,of care,of the innocence people lost as they went thru adulthood.He lost his left wing to a girl.A girl he gave his heart to,a girl who flew to great heights with his wing..a girl who betrayed his love.He was hurt.But he is strong.He found his love,of innocent beauty in November."I will give you my wing."He said.Together they could become one together.For Darkness exists with light.Black with white.He made the decision to take care of November forever and stay by his side everytime the cold winter comes..for now,November tried...to trust.

Didn't wanna do this but it took me like real long to wait for my turn on board this ship.Maybe I shall take my time to blog.First of all I'm really glad this thing is finally over for me as i will be reaching on the 24th Jan.Guess I'm really missing out on the life in sg since my sudden departure.Somehow lots of things left undone,lots of things not bought.Have to rush on cosplay costume...^^Like come back i'm gonna rush to enjoy my life during the off period we're given.It's real sick staying on board this ship.So far I've only went down to the Meulaboh shores once.Things were chaotic.The wooden houses are like dust and debris now.Amazing how the places of worship all stand tall among the rest.Well..the power of faith is power.Lots of indonesians are grateful for the help we've given.Though we only went down to sight see cos we're in charge of managing the stores on the ship and dun have much business down there.Lots of dust.You can see them fly as the car zooms by.Small boats are washed on shore...just looks like a rubbish dump.There's a temporary medical centre set up somewhere inside where it wasn't damaged by the tsunami.Really take my hats off for the medical team as well as the engineering guys.In this place of pain and destruction,who has place for joy in his heart?