Been so long since I blogged..maybe i'm getting lazy..or maybe there're just so many things that have happened that it's kinda tiring to write everything down.everytime i sit down and face the computer,everything that i've wanted to write becomes blank like now.
Met Parish today after such a long time since i dunno when....said she read about my blog about christians..Maybe I'm jealous..sometimes i'm angry..angry how come so many people believe in things that dun exist?eg:stories in the bible?I realise I believe in such stories too...But I hate that religion cos it's trying to convert every one into it and then oppressing every other religion as false or wrong paths..I mean..what gives them the right to do that?They stole ideas from ancient pagan holidays and made them their own...The eggs and bunnies are fertility symbols in easter..and they come from the holiday called Ostara.They come up with the word easter cos of the goddess called Eostre.Decorating evergreens and sharing presents during Xmas?They're all stolen ideas just cos they wanna "convert" others into their religion.Then at the same time say that they're the "true" religion and others dun have their worth.I dun buy that..but then again I'm not against christians.I'm against their attitude..attitude pressed down by their religion.Then again not all are that offensive..so dun think too much ar rish..I just dun like the idea of people psychoing me that KFC is the ultimate fried chicken in the world and to eat only that.It's when u step out of the circle that you'll realise how beautiful a square can be.
Just realised one painful thing in love..and someone made me realise that...I haven't asked her though..When you look for a relationship,are you looking for love?Or are you looking for someone to make you feel your worth?Worthy of being wanted..worthy of self sacrifice to please?It's strange...maybe in our lives we do need a little respect and worship to give us the strength to carry on.
When people come together for the same goal in life,there is no such thing as getting hurt alone..It involves dragging everyone in with u..Wouldn't it be nice if humans can just live their lives alone,away from tragic commitments?
The past just haunts me..Sometimes the temptation is so huge to just find out...and end up stirring my cauldron of memories from the past..Christmas isn't a time of happiness..it is a reminder that the happiness of the past can never come twice.............................................................
Sometimes it is not demons that are stopping you to the angels and divinity...Most of the time..the demon is you...
And then...The little boy had to learn love and trust the hard way...even though he may risk not trusting anyone..
