November was sitting in his dark room..hands tied across his chest secured by the sleeves knotted at his back.He did not resist.Being claustrophobic just makes him stronger in his tiny cell.He stared at the ceiling and pondered about his past,his love,his regrets.His brown copper hair showed signs of poor grooming.He didn't really care anyway.He's got only one wing now.One wing that's as black as darkness but beautiful as swan's innocent shame.He shared his other wing with the one he loved.He loved her with all his heart..But then betrayal set in and his love fled for another's warmth,for another set of wings...out of despair and deprived of hope.He severed his right wing,not allowing another to share it with him again.Alone.But he isn't lonely.When winter sets in the memories of his past comes back.Of love,of happiness,of him when he was pure and innocent.Almost like an armour that never went through the battlegrounds...When snow falls on this greenery his wounds of his broken wing will hurt,for it reminds him of beautiful memories are just,memories.You'll never get them back.Now he's happy being alone.At least there won't be anymore memories to hurt.

What makes a christmas tree beautiful?The gorgeous lights?No..it's the darkness that surrounds it.Imagine looking at one in daylight.Yucks.

Hmmm...more about me and my past weeks...Just realised some guy from my unit actually is quite at hand with tarot cards..he can really do the readings with ease despite his ah beng appearance haha...but his believes dun match with mine.But I guess he inspired me to buck up my skills.Btw..did u guys know tarot is pronounced as ta-roh and ouija is pronounced as wee-jee?look in the dics and be stunned

Well..that guy mentioned about how he hates that oppressing religion starting with chr...he agrees totally how it pins down other religions and disrespect them.Then we talked about Mary...he asked the other catholics how do they know if Mary's a virgin...they can't even answer..but what's so surprising is some of them said they believe because of faith..because of miracle..even if her existence is a lie they still believe in her...and that made me realise the truth..what i believe in may not even exist at all...but when people believe in something they become real...the thoughts are within us.But one thing for sure faith and divine are both in us..it's just whether you wanna think that way or choose to believe in reality.There're so much inexplicable spiritual occurrences and miracles..and religion is the language to put these into words..after all we're human...Lady Venus is Aphrodite..Cupid is Eros...Maybe everyone is one..just that pants are called trousers and candy is called sweets..
Still I hope people wun brainwash little kids and say Xtianity is the only true religion..

A phrase from John said something about light is life and in light exists even in darkness..But why didn't that fella think about darkness is ALWAYS there in the light..even at daytime..shadows..dark caves..deepest seas..some places will always be dark..stop trying to lie to yourselves or brainwash others..darkness is life too..it's a part of it.

Oh..got to know this new foreign guy on the net who parties,drink bear,do dj and fiction writing..cool..made me realise life can be so happening..but happiness depends on the self.I just enjoy everything..

Life's about indulging in your emotions...does disgust count?