Ah...maybe it's right to say we blog cos we haven't found our true love yet.Cos you'd like to share your feelings with your friends that'll understand you better.But if you've found your love you'd share your ups and downs with him or her...Haha..I found i so true thru a friend's journal...But everyone need a little company.If not life would be so hard to walk on alone.But it's your friends that make death such a hard thing to accept.You won't wanna leave your family and emotional bonds and just die alone right?Well..life's like that......

Saw Cynthia Goh...my lecturer from law school in poly.She went to my workplace today...to eat with her husband.Joey told me I was on the invite list to her wedding but since I went MIA from school,I never get to attend her church type wedding.As usual I greeted her as I would to new customers.She saw me.I got shocked.All the while she sat with her huaband at that corner.I refrained from standing in her scope of sight.Guess she couldn't recognise me.Or maybe she did not want to activate that conversation which would make me feel akward.I have lost to myself.To temptations.To laziness.For once when she left,I remembered the times when the wheel of my life still turns with the mechanical crevices.I regret leaving my education...Regret.It brings tears.Cos you know once you regret,things can't be brought back.Time is lost.So am I....

Never thought I'd be so obsessed with singing that I've taken that K box singing competition...not that i can sing well anyway but i'm willing to give it my best shot.It's in december...more details to be up!Embarass myself?Ha maybe but I dun care now...Maybe being an entertainer is all i could wish for...and the second choice,is a policeman haha lame right?But I love going against people,the right way.To the extend that I searched the whole net when people told me that muscles can turn into fats cos i've heard it somewhere that they dun change into one another.It's common sense to me...but if i was wrong,i'll just admit and accept defeat haha.Really I'm that humble haha..but i'd like to accept my wrongs in front of someone who dun aggravate you by showing off their supremacy.We're born into this world to learn am I right?Maybe I'm wrong...maybe we were supposed to appear give birth and die...but now humans are playing with that rule and we're living longer and longer.

Ahh...getting to the gym is really tiring me out.All that hard work seem pleasing but oh well...I just dun progress fast enuff...as for my ns my letter hasn't arrived yet..maybe they've forgotten me already.Sad.

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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It's sad how you love someone when that person dunno about your love.You yearn to know the truth of what the person feels about you but dun dare to say it.Once the question is asked some may not even be friends.Some may be too embarassed to meet again.But worst is when you dun dare to confess and yet that person treats you like a king/queen....and that person laughs and glances at you occasionally.You must be thinking everything here's about me right?Well i dun deny...but it's been for a year plus now...imagine that feeling of waiting....but time dun seem long.It's just a word.A name given for this period called year.Hee finally i've been written something that all of you understand while i can't understand what i am going thru this process called futile waiting..just a look will be enough haha...but the feeling never changes...and i'm scared.....

A true warrior never hides his fears from the people standing on his side.

Yes how can the world just go on?When the flames of panic rise and time seemed to have no end,the child's eyes glimmer with tears down his cheeks.He knows he'll be lonely but he is wise to realise he'll have to face this farewell himself.Alone.The world carries on with its daily buzz not giving a thought to him.Within a few miles a blind girl was making her way through the crazy road.She was lucky.She got all the attention.But not that she needed.Curious eyes and gazes cast at her as she heard the beeping sound of the green man and crossed the road.Alone.Why do I feel such sadness?Someone was telling me that sadness is a part of my memories...a part of me hidden deep in the past.Is sadness really that bad?not really...I see sadness all the time.I know her by the name,the way she moves and every graceful gesture beckoning me to follow her.A low energy kind of emotion.Unlike happiness which gets you kicking and dancing.A part of me is broken I guess...just waiting to be fixed.When I said I felt sadness for those people in hurt...was I pitying myself too?My friend was saying I'm like Jesus christ feeling sad for them.What if he has had the same sadness?Pity for people comes from self pity.

You are Gambit!

You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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Hmm didn't know i was that cool...Gambit always obsesses me...that six pack figure i want and those red eyes too!!Too bad i dun like his powers as much as mystique and banshee's!!

regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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