You have a cold heart and you don't care. The
worries of the comman man are beneath your
notice. You are a little self obsessed though,
better watch out for things that go bump in the
night.
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Weclome to your Undeath


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Awww....I look cute in that picture isn't it?C'mon admit..kekeke

Power Rangers Movie!


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My childhood days indeed...GooOOoooOO rangers!!!

"I've got something that will take your breath away."
"Mouthwash?"

Question of the week:Who would you prefer to be friends with?
(a)A satanist who helps others with his positive magic and feels happy about it.
(b)A christian who sins and asks god for forgiveness but returns to sin again?

I'd like to hear your comments on the tag board before u continue....

Bet u all didn't know satanists have ailing magic.Bet you think people feel guilty for sinning and try not to repeat them.There's so much that we do not know....Why?Cos of corruption.Brainwash.

Had a talk with Joey my long time no see poly friend.We suddenly talked about religious stuff...the philosophy and misguidance,the evil and the good.True enough people pratice their faith because of themselves and others close.Stuff like asking for blessings and protection as well as connect to the higher realm.All for the greater good.If your faith doesn't do this for you would you still keep it?To me every religion and path is the same.But what bothers me is the conflicts and misconceptions people get.Discrimination.That's what people do.Even the more decent paths of pagan era are shunned by people.Witches?Pointy hats and green wrinkly faces are nothing more than another silly perception.Hey imagine wearing sunglasses and everything white will still turn black or dark.Uncover the truth.Some things are not meant to be feared.
Haha maybe that's what Joey means when she said people like us shouldn't talk too much on such "unusual" thoughts or else nobody knows what you're talking about.Or even think you're nuts.To me I've been blogging my thoughts all along haha.Hope I'm not just talking to my webpage!

Thursday night 23rd oct.Went really high on alcohol and almost didn't realise until i got out of that dance floor.Nah I dun really dance but sort of hung ard there.An early halloween party at the changi resort organised by TP ppl.Not as fun as I thought.....hee friendly t-pers.

Liquid Metal

Alone in this room of mine,the sudden thought of picking up that athame struck me.Yes that double edged dagger's a favourite posession.The aesthetics drew me so much that I bought it,planning to make it a part of the magician's tool.The blade glimmered at the sunlight from the windows.I drew it to my wrist.It's my first time.I wonder what will happen when I slide it across the elastic armour they call skin.Of course I know what will happen.I just wanted to see and feel it on myself.Without second thoughts,the red liquid already stained the length of the blade,flowing...The cut wasn't pain at all.The pain comes from the flow.The profuse bleeding hurt.I guess I slit a vein and it bursted real deep.I paused for a moment,caught in the ecstasy of that life force flowing out of me onto the floor.How many patients are waiting in the hospital for my blood.AB+ isn't in such low demands right?Haha.Here I was spilling it.Do my parents even care?My face felt cold,I couldn't even force a smile,not that I tried anyway.Just weak.Soon my blood would flood out of the door and they would see it.I held my wrist up to my lips.Lowered my tongue into the blood.A pungent taste of iron filled my senses.My clothes were stained.I closed my eyes but tried to stay awake.I vaguely remember some screams and noises outside the bolted door.I couldn't care less.Just wanted sleep....

Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for answers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.


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Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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Stained Church

Out of hatred and poor judgement,I splashed the white-washed walls of the towering church.With blood.For once that colour brought out the loneliness of the stained glass artwork that planed the windows at the corners.You left me with loneliness and left with your life.I received malice and pain,and all the strength vengence brought is a smile from hell.I had to smile back.But the priest thought I was smiling at him.He was shocked.Everything I am could pass off for a simple and courageous knight,turned dark in front of his frail shaken physic.A burn of rage ran through every vein in his eyes.He raised his finger at me,"Who art thou to destroy the very peace of thy church?Punishment shalt be sentenced!"I ran.I ran as fast as I could.As velocity rose I realised I wasn't running away,but towards him.No.I was standing in front of him.Gasping in desperation,he stared at me.My hands were bloody.They were,they were IN him.For once,the absolution of every sin fell upon me.It was YOUR fault that he died!You caused me such actions and I am just as innocent as I am.Ha.Things may seem that way.But I realised things can be in control if I didn't lose my senses to the temptation of anger and rage.Whatever the unjust,I will fight for the right from now on.

Hee just a display of emotions here.Fight for what you know is right.Admit your mistakes.And NEVER let another suffer for your own vengence.In some way or another,I am that "I" in that story.Are you?

Ha it's been quite a while since my last chionging session.To think of it it's been around 1 year plus since my first time.Now I'm typing this thingy at almost 5 am in the morning still energised by the fresh morning air.When it comes to looks people will start questioning whether I smoke,club whatever you can think of.I dun smoke that is,and clubbing doesn't mean more than an average trip to the arcade.I'm not that alcoholic and I didn't drink a thing there.It's just fun with all that dancing even though I'm a bad dancer.Hmmm..is it bad to be good?Sometimes things just happen and I ask myself that.But I'm just me.Nothing can change that.Hope I dun look as bad with my new hair cut.Yeah just cut it last monday.Hmm my thoughts of chionging?Not sure why i suggested to go with a friend suddenly but guess i'm trying to pay my memories a visit.Usually first times are hard to forget after all ya?

I realised one thing too...my friend doesn't feel as close anymore.Somehow all those things we did and shared that drew us together just disappeared.Those para competitions,arcade visits and conversations...I seem to appear so casual to him.No more secrets,just surface conversation.I have closer friends to talk to,and maybe he's got his too...but it's rather sad

When all things seem peaceful and I seem to be leading a quiet life I get my porcelain doll display disrupted.Yeah I've got 3 of them in my room.everytime they hang the clothes out to dry my dolls will be in danger of being stepped on.Today they seem to be in the worst condition ever.All out of place.I was so upset.Not cos of a guy over some dolls of course.But cos the the efforts i put in to display them.I mean imagine you just mopped the floor and someone smashed an egg on it.How would you feel?I've got a 99 hour gameplay of pokemon on my GB and my sis deleted it.I've got a 100 over dollar resin model of Rei Ayanami and it's broken.Yes and all my crystal points are chipped or broken.Everything I put effort in seems to be ruined.Though the events were long ago but I still remember.Why me?Guess it's a warning to tell me I should switch to that mode where I dun feel regret having my handphone lost or my books burnt.Yeah I have no aim in life ya?Maybe that's why I put everything into small little things like my cd collection and doll displays ha.Maybe All I have now is my friends.They mean a lot...at least you know they don't get damaged or erased.People who've always been there for me,and those who are far from sight,Once friends,forever will be.Unless ahem..u fall in love of course haha

As usual I always try to hide past pesky promoters and some charity people asking for donations..especially I dun have coins with me ad I have to dig out my wallet in public while people look.Come to think of it why do I mind it so much anyway?Public eyes?Yeah people always look when you give up your seat to a needy.They always look when u stop to help a lady cross a road.Maybe I'm being too sensitive.Or maybe I'm one of them...Anyway this girl was selling some coupons for donations at the bus stop.I dashed off to the north pole of course.I hate talking to strangers.Thing is,out of so many guys in front she'd actually go all the way to the back to approach me!Hee but she's cute.short hair,huge eyes,and a voice so gentle and sweet but somehow hoarse..err i dunno how to explain this.But she's dressed in a Jap style,height much shorter than me.Of course seeing her trying so hard explaining her purpose I bought a coupon from her.Is my heart too soft?But hey,every rose has its thorns.Especially pink fluffy ones.Maybe it's for her efforts.Maybe looks can be persuasive.Maybe I'm guilty of being a selfish scrooge.Maybe...it's Maybelline...Haha caught your guys didn't I?=P

Watched Underworld a few days ago and my message to you guys is...Beware of disappointment!!I thought it would be something full of special effects and cool actions but somehow the actions look fake.Like they're there for the sake of showing and got no use in the situations.It's a failed attempt to weld the vampires of ancient wonders into hi-tech weapon gunners at war with werewolves like a cop and thief game.The plot is real shallow.Oh and of all the vampires who shoot volleys out of their impressive guns,Selene the main lead is the only one being focused while the rest of the vampire kingdom just dress in gothic costumes making merry in that mansion that seems to contain a main hall,a bedroom,some corridors and a coffin chamber.Bottom line:A failed attempt to display great concepts.Just a comment^^

Hmm realised that this blog seem to fill with all sorts of sadness?Time that I describe my cheerful life haha.Recently I've been addicting myself to arcades and ktvs.Unhealthy you may think.But they prove much more than that.Besides work it's all I think of doing with my friends.Friends I do not have many but it's good to have them around when you're in the lowest of all moods.Hey maybe we can all go sing together ya?Or just a plain arcade trip.My kof is improving.Yeah and my dee dee seems to enjoy the company of the new manager and supervisor.I was worried she'd be uncomfortable working with 2 new faces.Not everyone's like me I guess.Never really liked clubbing.But maybe I'll go this weekend just for the sake of old times.Can't believe I'm looking forward to it.Yeah and all my younger pals are getting busy with O levels and year end exams.Good luck to everyone!!Phew~~ what a summary.

I always have this strange sadness and somewhat gentleness rushing up my head whenever i hear the theme song from Turn Left Turn Right.It's sung by Yanzi.Come to think of it it's more sad to think of her leaving the entertainment scene.I dun listen to her songs anyway but somehow i just felt like i was one of her fans crying as she sang her last concert.Weird eh.Speed too.My fave jap band disbanded.Spice girls,98 degrees...Urgh.why can't something last forever?I did ask that before.My answer is time.Time creates as well as it destroys.And I am always right.Yeah if you read my first entry you'd know the origin of the url and my blog title.
I hate changes.Changes make me change myself to adapt to them.I'm so sick of it.Especially in my work place the managers keep on changing and I have to adapt to everyone.Feel like bursting.Yes change is the theme of the "Death" card in the tarot.Destroying the old and make your path to the new.Maybe I should meditate on that...as if i do take effort meditate anyway haha..

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

I'm blue..typically me..hehe

Oh look, you're a queen! You are a physically
strong person and because of this, you aren't
afraid of anyone, or anything!


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Oh yeah this time I'm a queen...That queen of wands that's quick to bite back whoever's stepped on her tail.And get hurt and break her jaw by being too rash.

Mors


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Hey everyone check this out!!This is me.Death has its good side you know?

Hmm magic..Magic as in spells,witchcraft. it's kinda sad how people see magic as.Hehe some will see it as unnatural or evil.But it's natural to think that way.Just like in X-Men those humans fear mutants to be dangerous creatures.Some things shall go their way true,but if things were to be natural and let them go their course of nature why do humans go hospitals when they're sick?Why do people forget bad incidents to let themselves forget the pain?Why curb the urge to keep a wallet or handphone you found dropped by some stranger?Our lives are held together by screws.Once a screw come loose it becomes a problem.Naturally we'd tend to fix it.How to fix it back then?Use a screwdriver of course.That screwdriver is a tool.Just like magic as a tool to solve problems relating to our lives.To me not using magic as a tool would be driving in a loose screw with your bare hands.It's that simple.Of course it's up to the user to use the driver to fix his or another's problems.Or he can use that to unscrew others and create havoc.